[ at like 2am, probably, sometime following the pizza and painting adventure: ]
โ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ hey sunshine
do you ever think about how there are sometimes moments where if you chose onr thing differentlh your whole life would have been different?
not in a bad way or a good way, just dofferent
I yhink about that sometimes. I don't know about parallel univeraes or whayecer but if there's a Reno out there who chose differently I hope he s living a good life
anyway I'm drunk adn you're probably not awake if I don't remember this tomoerow please let me live in ignorant bliss
[ luckily (unluckily?) for him, prompto is awake. he'd been staring at their poor attempt at painting and thinking about the day when his phone buzzes.
it's only a peculiar question in that prompto literally thinks about it all the time. what would have happened if he hadn't grown up in insomnia? would he have been just another troop in the ranks? some disposable body in a war that had been going on for longer than he's been alive? that isn't a choice he'd have consciously made himself, but he still considers it, pressing his thumb against the tattoo on his wrist and hating it more than he ever has. ]
sometimes yeah maybe everybody thinks about stuff like that tho
how much have you had to drink anyway? i just saw you like a few hours ago
[ Reno had been texting in a semi-daze, but actually getting a reply is shocking enough to clear some of the white noise from his head. enough to embarrass him a little, if he's honest. Prompto is right: this line of thought is hardly unique, definitely not worth a middle of the night text, especially when Reno's life hasn't actually been that hard despite the choices he's made.
anywaaaaaay ]
not that much, promise! these cans just hace more alcohol than I expected
[ the pause that follows the first set of texts is weighty enough that Reno can almost tell there's something else coming. and then after a minute, there it is.
he pushes open the window of the apartment so he can sit in it and light a cigarette as he texts back. ]
yeah? what are you thinking about me and us and today in general?
prompto rolls around on his bed for a couple of minutes before: ]
that i had a lot of fun today
[ there's something else too, something that feels a little easier to admit when it's so early in the morning. the safety of some distance also helps, though his face burns as he types out his next text and stares at it for far too long before finally sending it and quickly shoving his phone under a pillow as if to hide from it. ]
[ you never know! maybe the pizza changed Prompto's mind on the subject of Reno entirely!
grinning down at his phone, Reno starts to key out a response, something like "so did I, sorry about the paint job tho haha..." he's no artiste to begin with and being mostly distracted by Prompto (and then indeed fully distracted by Prompto) hadn't helped the skill issues.
then the second message comes through and he pauses, reads it. reads it again. Reno's old enough that it's been a while since he thought of attraction in terms of like like, but Prompto is younger, so sweet, so sincere. his grin softens, and he's just drunk enough that he he deletes his previous message to say instead, ]
I like you too, sunshine
I think you could do way better, n I think one day you'll eealize that
but I like you too. glad ypu made fun of my noodles that day
[ it feels like an eternity waiting for the messages to come, and when they do, finally, prompto is almost too scared to look at them. he could easily brush it off, of course. just laugh about it or something equally silly, especially if reno tells him he shouldn't or... well, the thousands of other things he'd imagined.
but reno's messages fill him with hope when he forces himself to read them, heart hammering away in his chest. ]
i didn't make fun of em!! i just wouldn't have trusted them so easily is all
but good right?? i mean i know there's still stuff we don't know about each other i just really like being with you
[ it would probably be kinder if Reno had said any of those things. and maybe if Prompto had told him this in the sober light of day, he would have—regardless of what Reno thinks, it would be safer for Prompto in the long run.
but it's the middle of the night and Reno's drunk, so. ]
uh huh sure uh huh ;)
I like it too. I wanna keep doin this yknow? hanging out, getting to know each other. taking our time with it
[ and the sex, yeah, that too. but Reno doesn't bother putting that in writing, partly to spare Prompto the blushing, mostly because it's not really about that, anyway. ]
don't say that shit out loud in case they're listening lol
[ "lol" but also for real >:| Reno doesn't claim that energy. ]
it's not weird sunshine. I wish I was there too
can I come over tomorrow?
[ they could finish painting, which would probably mostly involve Reno cheerleading and being a distraction. or they could just hang out. doesn't really matter, it's the together part that matters. ]
pssshhh dude you don't have to ask if you wanna come over just come over i'll probably be up anyways
[ because he's got so much pent-up energy that it'll be impossible to sleep for long, and a run around part of the city sounds so good right now. even at nearly two-thirty in the morning. ]
or did you mean like later tomorrow cuz i don't know how hungover you're gonna be haha
[ or a little later, that's just his estimate. Reno's not much the type for hangovers, and also not the type who needs a lot of sleep, even if he will lay around in bed for as long as he's allowed to. ]
think you'll be up? I figured you might
I remember you bein a morning person from how you left me in bed the morning after that one time
๐ just teasing just teasing
[ he's just joking, of course, about the morning after their first time together, when Reno had woken up to find a note from Prompto saying he'd gone out somewhere. ]
i left a note!! i didn't think you were gonna wake up so soon promise next time either of us spends the night i won't go anywhere or i'll wake you up and tell you
anyway all you gotta do is let me know i'll be here
[ he doesn't want to say waiting on him, not exactly, but that's kind of what he's implying. unless, of course, he just makes his way over to his place right now—also another tempting thought. ]
[ he is who he is... he cannot be any other way...... ]
the bed got cold
[ of course he woke up! ]
you can go wherever you wanna go baby. I wasn't really upset, just giving you a hard time
but I won't say no if you wake me up before either
I'll text you first thing when I'm up, okay?
[ putting out his cigarette and going right over to Prompto's right now seems like a pretty damn tempting idea, but Reno's already been too honest tonight and he's not sure if he can be held responsible for whatever else he might say if he were there. tomorrow morning is probably safer. ]
[ he's already got a wall of text ready to go when reno mentions giving him a hard time, and prompto immediately deletes it. that he's so insecure about trivial things drives him crazy, but he really doesn't want to mess any of this up.
he likes reno a lot a lot. ]
you sure you're gonna be okay? i mean not that you aren't just sayin since it's late and you're drunk
gotta look out for each right?
[ and mostly, he's still riding that line of thinking about seeing him. ]
[ Reno reads the texts and he can tell. he can sense it, that what Prompto really wants is to come over, or to have Reno go over there, to see each other even though they just sawa each other, and it's stupid o'clock in the middle of the night, and Reno's drunk and, and, and.
and he wants to, is the thing. Reno's been more honest in these texts tonight than he thinks he has in a long time. ]
makin it hard for me to behave, sunshine
[ he should say no. he sighs, but he's smiling down at his phone. he should say no. ]
[ it is stupid o'clock, and prompto's never really wandered around the city so late before. not on his own, not with anyone else. he wonders if he should be concerned about that and immediately decides It's FineTM when reno asks him to come over.
he doesn't question it again. instead, dragging his fingers through his hair, he grabs his key and is already out the door before he even has a chance to reply. ]
omw
[ a one-handed text, finding the silence creepy enough that he doesn't loiter as he walks. somehow, though, it makes him brave enough to take a stab at flirting without some sort of subtlety. ]
[ the text both makes Reno laugh and knocks the wind out of him a little. it's shockingly bold from Prompto, who usually blushes when Reno even looks at him a certain way. ]
then I'm not gonna behave even a little
[ his windowsill overlooks the street in front of the building, so Reno keeps an eye on it as they text, looking for the glow of Prompto's phone. when he sees it, he watches fondly until Prompto is close enough to hear when Reno sticks two fingers in his mouth and whistles down at him. ]
[ if he had time to check his messages, he really might have blushed a little at that comment. as it is, he's trying to keep his steps even and nearly jumps out of his skin at the whistle from above. so that??? he was definitely not expecting.
the moment of panic is fleeting as he looks up. ]
You scared me, [ prompto calls back, just loud enough that reno is sure to hear. ] What're you doing hanging out the window?
[ he isn't going to assume he'd been smoking, buuuut. ]
[ Reno can't help but laugh, watching the way Prompto startles visibly even from his third-floor window. there's really something about him, something that stirs an oddly protective instinct in Reno that he hasn't felt for years and years and years. ]
Waitin' for you. [ and definitely not smoking...... Reno super subtly and super carefully leans forward slightly and puts his cigarette out on the windowsill. he doesn't drop the butt yet, though (he's waiting for Prompto to go into the building before he does that). ] Hurry up, sunshine.
[ he waits until he sees Prompto disappear into the building, then drops his cigarette butt out the window like an asshole and closes the frame behind him. then he crosses the apartment to pull the door open, leaning against the doorframe while he waits for Prompto to come up the stairs. or the elevator, whatever. ]
[ he barely hears the rest of it, dashing inside and deciding that the practical thing to do is climb the stairs as quickly as possible rather than wait for the elevator. the fact he's a little out of breath once he reaches the top doesn't hinder him, trying to calm his racing heart on his way to reno's apartment. there's really no reason things should be like this, all that excitement curling tight in his gut as he sees him waiting at an open door.
his smile is bright. ]
You know... it's extra creepy walkin' around in the city this late. [ or early? whichever. ] Totally worth it though.
[ he would absolutely do it a hundred times if it meant that reno was waiting for him at the end of it. ]
[ the way Prompto grins when he catches sight of Reno earns an answering grin, slow and a little lazy but sincere nonetheless. there's still a little of the alcohol swimming in Reno's veins, just enough to have him easy as he waits for Prompto to be within arm's reach. ]
But you made it, in one piece at that. Out of the dark. [ not that Reno's surprised. Prompto is so bright, Reno thinks he could chase the shadows away all on his own; there's a reason Reno calls him "sunshine," after all.
when he's close enough, Reno reaches out to hook his fingers in Prompto's waistband, uses the grip to pull him in so Reno can wrap his arms around Prompto's waist instead. he did say he wasn't going to behave, after all. paying no mind to the fact that they're still in the doorway (who's going to see, at this hour, anyway?), Reno presses their lips together, firm but sweet. ]
Uh huh, [ he agrees, though it's mostly muffled against reno's mouth the second he kisses him.
prompto had never figured something like this could feel so easy with another person. he's been comfortable around noct for years now, but that's a different sort of affection. this is a little more complicated, especially when he'd just previously confessed that he liked reno. (and reno had said the same.) it's dizzying, hardly bothered by the idea of kissing him out in the open. he curls his arms around him, ending the kiss with a slight huff as he nudges his nose into reno's. ]
Drinking and smoking. Dude. [ it's a gentle tease, not minding it so much with reno's proximity to distract him. ] I should've just asked you to stay.
[ but this is all new to him, so... he's learning it as he goes. ]
[ the kiss ends in that quiet, amused noise from Prompto, and Reno interrupts him with another quick kiss, unable to help himself. when they pull apart again Reno manages to look at least a little sheepish, although he promptly ruins the effect by winking. ]
I'm a man of many vices. [ and the nicotine addiction is old, deep-rooted at this point. Reno's had a cigarette in his mouth since before he even joined ShinRa, twelve-odd years ago. Prompto has his work cut out for him if he's aiming to break Reno of the habit.
but that's neither here nor there, for now. Reno's arms settle around Prompto's waist as he steps back to pull them both into Reno's apartment. he stays close, enough so that he can brush faint, barely-there kisses against Prompto's mouth as he says, ] But I woulda stayed if you asked.
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text ; @thundaga
โ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ hey sunshine
do you ever think about how there are sometimes moments where if you chose onr thing differentlh your whole life would have been different?
not in a bad way or a good way, just dofferent
I yhink about that sometimes. I don't know about parallel univeraes or whayecer but if there's a Reno out there who chose differently I hope he
s living a good life
anyway I'm drunk adn you're probably not awake if I don't remember this tomoerow please let me live in ignorant bliss
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it's only a peculiar question in that prompto literally thinks about it all the time. what would have happened if he hadn't grown up in insomnia? would he have been just another troop in the ranks? some disposable body in a war that had been going on for longer than he's been alive? that isn't a choice he'd have consciously made himself, but he still considers it, pressing his thumb against the tattoo on his wrist and hating it more than he ever has. ]
sometimes yeah
maybe everybody thinks about stuff like that tho
how much have you had to drink anyway?
i just saw you like a few hours ago
[ should he be concerned??? ]
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[ Reno had been texting in a semi-daze, but actually getting a reply is shocking enough to clear some of the white noise from his head. enough to embarrass him a little, if he's honest. Prompto is right: this line of thought is hardly unique, definitely not worth a middle of the night text, especially when Reno's life hasn't actually been that hard despite the choices he's made.
anywaaaaaay ]
not that much, promise! these cans just hace more alcohol than I expected
how come you're stilk up?
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just uh you know
thinking about stuff
[ there's a pause that's really only a minute between those texts and the ones he sends after. ]
by stuff i mean you
us
whatever you know what i'm trying to say
just today in general
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he pushes open the window of the apartment so he can sit in it and light a cigarette as he texts back. ]
yeah? what are you thinking about me and us and today in general?
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prompto rolls around on his bed for a couple of minutes before: ]
that i had a lot of fun today
[ there's something else too, something that feels a little easier to admit when it's so early in the morning. the safety of some distance also helps, though his face burns as he types out his next text and stares at it for far too long before finally sending it and quickly shoving his phone under a pillow as if to hide from it. ]
and that i like you
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grinning down at his phone, Reno starts to key out a response, something like "so did I, sorry about the paint job tho haha..." he's no artiste to begin with and being mostly distracted by Prompto (and then indeed fully distracted by Prompto) hadn't helped the skill issues.
then the second message comes through and he pauses, reads it. reads it again. Reno's old enough that it's been a while since he thought of attraction in terms of like like, but Prompto is younger, so sweet, so sincere. his grin softens, and he's just drunk enough that he he deletes his previous message to say instead, ]
I like you too, sunshine
I think you could do way better, n I think one day you'll eealize that
but I like you too. glad ypu made fun of my noodles that day
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but reno's messages fill him with hope when he forces himself to read them, heart hammering away in his chest. ]
i didn't make fun of em!!
i just wouldn't have trusted them so easily is all
but good
right??
i mean i know there's still stuff we don't know about each other
i just really like being with you
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but it's the middle of the night and Reno's drunk, so. ]
uh huh sure uh huh ;)
I like it too. I wanna keep doin this yknow? hanging out, getting to know each other. taking our time with it
[ and the sex, yeah, that too. but Reno doesn't bother putting that in writing, partly to spare Prompto the blushing, mostly because it's not really about that, anyway. ]
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who says we can't?
i mean unless we somehow disappear from here or whatever
but i don't wanna think about that :P
it's not weird that i kind of wish you were here is it?
even tho we literally just saw each other not that long ago??
[ if he were to admit it, it's because reno makes him feel far less lonely than he does on any given day at any given time. ]
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[ "lol" but also for real >:| Reno doesn't claim that energy. ]
it's not weird sunshine. I wish I was there too
can I come over tomorrow?
[ they could finish painting, which would probably mostly involve Reno cheerleading and being a distraction. or they could just hang out. doesn't really matter, it's the together part that matters. ]
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pssshhh dude you don't have to ask if you wanna come over
just come over
i'll probably be up anyways
[ because he's got so much pent-up energy that it'll be impossible to sleep for long, and a run around part of the city sounds so good right now. even at nearly two-thirty in the morning. ]
or did you mean like later tomorrow
cuz i don't know how hungover you're gonna be haha
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[ or a little later, that's just his estimate. Reno's not much the type for hangovers, and also not the type who needs a lot of sleep, even if he will lay around in bed for as long as he's allowed to. ]
think you'll be up? I figured you might
I remember you bein a morning person from how you left me in bed the morning after that one time
๐ just teasing just teasing
[ he's just joking, of course, about the morning after their first time together, when Reno had woken up to find a note from Prompto saying he'd gone out somewhere. ]
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i left a note!!
i didn't think you were gonna wake up so soon
promise next time either of us spends the night i won't go anywhere
or i'll wake you up and tell you
anyway all you gotta do is let me know
i'll be here
[ he doesn't want to say waiting on him, not exactly, but that's kind of what he's implying. unless, of course, he just makes his way over to his place right now—also another tempting thought. ]
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the bed got cold
[ of course he woke up! ]
you can go wherever you wanna go baby. I wasn't really upset, just giving you a hard time
but I won't say no if you wake me up before either
I'll text you first thing when I'm up, okay?
[ putting out his cigarette and going right over to Prompto's right now seems like a pretty damn tempting idea, but Reno's already been too honest tonight and he's not sure if he can be held responsible for whatever else he might say if he were there. tomorrow morning is probably safer. ]
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he likes reno a lot a lot. ]
you sure you're gonna be okay?
i mean not that you aren't
just sayin since it's late and you're drunk
gotta look out for each right?
[ and mostly, he's still riding that line of thinking about seeing him. ]
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and he wants to, is the thing. Reno's been more honest in these texts tonight than he thinks he has in a long time. ]
makin it hard for me to behave, sunshine
[ he should say no. he sighs, but he's smiling down at his phone. he should say no. ]
come over?
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he doesn't question it again. instead, dragging his fingers through his hair, he grabs his key and is already out the door before he even has a chance to reply. ]
omw
[ a one-handed text, finding the silence creepy enough that he doesn't loiter as he walks. somehow, though, it makes him brave enough to take a stab at flirting without some sort of subtlety. ]
by the way
no one said you had to behave
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then I'm not gonna behave even a little
[ his windowsill overlooks the street in front of the building, so Reno keeps an eye on it as they text, looking for the glow of Prompto's phone. when he sees it, he watches fondly until Prompto is close enough to hear when Reno sticks two fingers in his mouth and whistles down at him. ]
look up
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the moment of panic is fleeting as he looks up. ]
You scared me, [ prompto calls back, just loud enough that reno is sure to hear. ] What're you doing hanging out the window?
[ he isn't going to assume he'd been smoking, buuuut. ]
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Waitin' for you. [ and definitely not smoking...... Reno super subtly and super carefully leans forward slightly and puts his cigarette out on the windowsill. he doesn't drop the butt yet, though (he's waiting for Prompto to go into the building before he does that). ] Hurry up, sunshine.
[ he waits until he sees Prompto disappear into the building, then drops his cigarette butt out the window like an asshole and closes the frame behind him. then he crosses the apartment to pull the door open, leaning against the doorframe while he waits for Prompto to come up the stairs. or the elevator, whatever. ]
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his smile is bright. ]
You know... it's extra creepy walkin' around in the city this late. [ or early? whichever. ] Totally worth it though.
[ he would absolutely do it a hundred times if it meant that reno was waiting for him at the end of it. ]
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But you made it, in one piece at that. Out of the dark. [ not that Reno's surprised. Prompto is so bright, Reno thinks he could chase the shadows away all on his own; there's a reason Reno calls him "sunshine," after all.
when he's close enough, Reno reaches out to hook his fingers in Prompto's waistband, uses the grip to pull him in so Reno can wrap his arms around Prompto's waist instead. he did say he wasn't going to behave, after all. paying no mind to the fact that they're still in the doorway (who's going to see, at this hour, anyway?), Reno presses their lips together, firm but sweet. ]
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prompto had never figured something like this could feel so easy with another person. he's been comfortable around noct for years now, but that's a different sort of affection. this is a little more complicated, especially when he'd just previously confessed that he liked reno. (and reno had said the same.) it's dizzying, hardly bothered by the idea of kissing him out in the open. he curls his arms around him, ending the kiss with a slight huff as he nudges his nose into reno's. ]
Drinking and smoking. Dude. [ it's a gentle tease, not minding it so much with reno's proximity to distract him. ] I should've just asked you to stay.
[ but this is all new to him, so... he's learning it as he goes. ]
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I'm a man of many vices. [ and the nicotine addiction is old, deep-rooted at this point. Reno's had a cigarette in his mouth since before he even joined ShinRa, twelve-odd years ago. Prompto has his work cut out for him if he's aiming to break Reno of the habit.
but that's neither here nor there, for now. Reno's arms settle around Prompto's waist as he steps back to pull them both into Reno's apartment. he stays close, enough so that he can brush faint, barely-there kisses against Prompto's mouth as he says, ] But I woulda stayed if you asked.
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blanket ๐๐ warning jic
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